So Much Pain In This Heart

Filling my heart with great pain
Is your avoidance of my strain
I fight for you and I fight with you
I try to make it clearer still
I am in love and its against my will

Nothing would make me happier
Then the loss of this impossible desire
But you help form a barrier
Stopping the passage of my hearts fire

You confuse and muse
Flirting as you peruse
Giving openings
As I watch the closings

This twisted game of fate
Will end in Heart ache and hate
Just remember this is not my choosing
And this sanity is what I am loosing

You keep this game going
You keep my feelings turning
Eventually it will settle
With hearts turned to cold metal ..

I am yours and will be always yours Ever and forever !

A drop of tear came out and asked me,
Why you called me out?
Why are you so sad?
Why are you feeling lonely?
Why are you weeping?
Heart didn’t answered
Than drop said
Never call me out because
I want to live in you
Never feel lonely because
I am always with you
Never become sad because
Accepting me no one is yours
I was with you when you had born
I will be with you till death
When you weep, your eyes will become red
When eyes will become red than will be pain
If there will be pain than you will be sick
If you will be sick than you will die
So I don’t want to lose you because
I am yours and will be always yours
Ever and forever...

Angel !

!! You Have Got A Friend !!

When u'r down and troubled
And u need a helping hand
& nothing,nothing is going right
Close ur eyes and think of me
And soon I'll be there
To brighten up even ur darkest night
u just call out my name
And u know wherever I m
I'll come running to see u again.
Winter,spring,summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there,yeah,yeah,yeah.
u've got a friend
If the sky above u
Should grow dark and full of clouds
& that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep ur head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon ur door
u just call out my name
And u know wherever I m
I'll come running,oh yes I will
To see u again
Winter,spring,summer or fall
All U have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Ain't it good to know that u've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt u,and desert u
And take ur soul if u let them
Oh yeah, but don't u let them

BECAUSE A TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS FOREVER . ..

~Angel ♥!

God why Am I So Sad..??

Sadness is a feeling- it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have. Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.

When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to. The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.

Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.

Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling.

-Angel !

Not Learned To Say "Goodbye"

Its So Difficult,
Why dont they teach This In School.
Its Not Easy To Let Some One Go,
Without Bringing Tears In Eyes.

I have Learned To Say "HI" and "HELLO",
But I have not Learned To Say "GOODBYE".

-Angel !

Our Hearts Are Linked Together

Your Heart (♥) And My Heart (♥) Are Linked Together.
Where ever You Are I find you close =)
When I Miss You I Just Close My Eyes,
And Thus I see your Face and Feel Your Heart beats (♥).

-Angel !

Why Nice People Live Far Away?

Do you have a Friend, Brother, Parents, Boyfriend/Girlfriend or a Relative who lives far away, that you like very much and wish he lived closer? Join Us!

"Dhak Dhak ... that beats in my heart!"
Says Me "I Miss You A Lot"

Even if you live far away From Me I Will Learn To Be Without you =)

My Smile Is Not My Truth !!

Smiling Is Not My Reality,
I Smile To Fool This World.
This Is How I Pretend To Be,
But This Is Not The Truth Of My Life.

Drowning In A Flood Of Tears,
But Tears Are My Destiny.
My Vision A Blur As i Fillfill,
And This Is How I Meant To Be.

As You Regarded Suicide As Sin,
I Am Not Against You My Heart Is Pure.
Fate Is Mocking With An Evil,
Grin, Surrounded In A Blackness So Deep.

I Walk, I See But Survive No More,
I Am Dead Inside, In Darkness I Weep.
You Know I Love you like Ever Before,
Forgive Me As In My Grave I Lay.


FrEe Me oF ThiS PaIn AnD LeT Me DiE,
I JuSt CaNT BaRe It AnY MoRe :'(

When You Said Goodbye...

Why did my eyes
swim in tears
when You said good-bye?

Why did my face
shed its vigorous smile
like an abused child?

Why did I frown
like a bride
without a groom?

Why did my heart
wander in the loneliness
of a motherless chick?

Why do I feel drenched
like a homeless hawk,
on a leaflesss tree in the rain?

What does good-bye mean?
Does it really mean
we aren't gonna see again?

I Remember Every Word U Said

Whenever U Said U Miss Me...
Whenever U Said U Care For Me...
Whenever U Said U Love Me...
Whenever U Said U Need Me...
I Said I Will Be There...
May Be U Don't Remember Those Words...
May Be U Dont Remember Those Moments...
But I Still Feel Those Moments Inside Me...
I Remember Every Word U Said...
I Remember Everything....
Because I Loved U In Every Moment...
I Lived Every Moment I Spent With U.. . .

That is Our Friendship'

-Angel ♥!

Main Ne FaasLon ko Mitaya Wo Judai Kar Gaya..

Kitna Masoom Tha Wo Lekin Bewafai Kar Gaya,

Wo Seekha Gaya Kisi pe Aetbaar Karna..

Kitni Burai Kar ke Ek Achai Kar Gaya....
♥

I cant sleep tonight, i'm too busy thinking about u,about us.i reallly care about u N i'm so terrified that if i told u my true feelings about u that i would scare u away.
So i hold my feelings in and i write them down and i hope that oneday u'll feel the same way too...

Forever And Ever,I Am With You

Isn't Anyone Trying to Find Me?
Won't SomeboDy Come Take Me Home..?

It's a DAmn Cold Night Trying to figure Out This Life ..Wont You taKe me by the hanD...?

Take me Somewhere New, I don't know who you are But I ..

I'm With you .. I'm With You !

Will U still Love me If I Die?

When I die,
I'll still love you with all my heart,

I'll be looking down on you praying you'll still be happy,

I'll be hoping you still remember the great times we had.

And when I die,
I'll still be thinking about you every minute of every day,

I'll be thinking about whether you still think about me,

I'll be thinking about how much I really meant to you,
But when I die,

Will you still think about me?
Will you remember the days we spent together holding hands and laughing?

Will you still have room for me in your heart?
So when I die,
Will you still love me?. .

Friends - The Best Companions

God made the world with a heart full of love,
Then He looked down from Heaven above,

And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.

He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;

A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a true friend.

God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.

Dats Why "y0u" & "Me" 2gether as True Friend.

Missing you!